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  I was in relationship with a girl i met online, it was a long distance relationship, we're dating like 2 or 3 years ago, it was a really fun back then, especially on the night when we usually talking on the phone until we fall asleep.

  I was confessing on her when we're on calls and she say yes with no hesitation on her voice, she even said yes 5 times, that is one of the best moment on my life. The next 3 minutes after I'm confessing to her is a awkward moment you know, Just a silent moment before she asked that am i okay with an ldr or no and i say I'm okay with that. Bro she have no idea how happy i was at that moment, i even pinching my hand really hard for confirming that I'm not dreaming.

  The first month of our relationship is amazing you know, she gives me so much attention and the best thing i love about her is when she sulking when I'm walking up late playing games on my phone and when she calling me for waking me up in the morning and sometimes tell me about how was her sleep last night. 

  She's 1 year older than me btw, she's the first person that gives me that much attention, she have a soft and caring voice, she's beautiful,she have the same hobby as mine, she's short, she's cute, she's always answering my calls no matter where she is, she's my everything, she lost interest in me, she's not mine anymore, she like another boy.  

  It's not surprising if she like another boy, I'm not an interesting person, having a ugly face, and i can't even find a good topic to talk. 

   i know you're not love me anymore but at least you're still happy without me, I'm not gonna disturb your life again or contact you again, thank you for everything you give to me.